I'm a college student and a freshman.
Life in my college is a little boring.
I'm not a very active girl.
I didn't join the Student Union cause I thought
students who joined it were falsus.
You know, there isn't a fixed classroom for
students to study in college.
So I don't always meet my classmates except when we have class.
Everyone in my class is unemotionality.
We even don't say hello to each other when we meet in the street.
So I don't have many friends here.
I live in a Quad.
There are three people in my room altogther.
Those two girls are my best friends now.
But, I also have a big problem.
One of these two is so negative that she never smiles.
We just call her "R" here.
I'm less and less likely to want to talk with R.
R makes me unhappy because she always says something passive and doesn't like to communicate with others.
For example R doesn't like people who studies hard and always speaks ill of them.
That makes me and another girl confused.
When we wanna go to study lounge to study, we don't dare to tell her the truth.
Because she will feel that we wanna leave her alone.
R never studies hard, but she knows that she has to, otherwise,she will fail the exams.
However, she daydreams everyday and never does it.
Another example, she has no sense of time.
Whatever we do, she is the last one to come.
She is always late for classes and class meetings.
She skips classes a lot.
I don't like those, but I have nothing to say.
I feel so tired to live with her.
I don't want to considerate her feelings all the time when I do anything.
But I don't wanna lose our friendship~
So tired... So...
What can I do?