Before the operation, we took a X-ray of his chest. Unfortunately, we found many separated lesions in his lung, which most likely comes from liver, we called it metastasis. So, undoubtedly, he lost the opportunity for operation. If he could get nothing cure and just go home, I bet he couldnot live more than 1 year. We recommended another method to the patient, TACE, arterial embolish, a palliative therapy. Which may prolong life for the patient, although the effect is not so good. So, today, the patient moved to another ward.
From beginning to end, the patient is calm to face the liver cancer. I couldnot find any fear from his eye, only I could feel is the desire for living. Maybe people when they face this situation, they would grasp every possible chance to survive, and death is not so terrible in their eye at this time. But everytime after I told him the bad news I would feel so sorry in my mind, after all, He is still young, and his family need him to support.
The patient has gone, I know I would never see him again, hope god can bless him.