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From my pregnancy diary
My dearest dear,
Today, I am 22 weeknow! I can feel you stronger and stronger inside my body. It's such a wonderful experience that I feel so powerless to put it into words. Time always plays some kind of cosmic joke, erasing the memories of those happy moments in life and leaving the wound that refuses to be healed. Now I don't remember a lot of precious moments that belong to us. How I exactly feel when I first know you've come?When did I first hear your heartbeat? What's the first nickname I gave you? Sorry, Baby. Those wonderful things meant so much to me, but now I only got a glimpse of vague memories. That's why I decide to keep this diary. Perhaps one day we will read them together
You always kick me while I am working, as if you are afraid I am so engrossed in my work that I might ignore you. When I have time and tummy talk to you, you just turn around and keep quiet. What a naughty babe you are!
Dear, please understand, sometimes I might not be around. You came like the most precious gift God has ever given to me, still I could not be your whole world. Because you have your own life to lead, and I have other responsibilities to fullfill except just to be your mum. I want to be a great mum, I really do. But I need to be a good person first. To my boss, I need to work hard to be a good employee. To your dad, I need to take care of his needs to be a good wife. To my friends, I also need time to listen to their troubles. Though I might not center on you all the time, I promise I would be there whenever you need me.
I pick up English Learning now. Sorry, last time when my boss said that I might loose my job after giving birth to you, I was so worried about our future that I lay awake all that night, tossing and turning. This emotional roller must give you a really hard time. As a mother, I should be stronger to handle such things. I can take it from its bright side now. No matter how ugly they might look, things always have their bright sides, you know. It's not bad to have a fresh new start, isn't it?
Be good and Healthy!
Yours sincerely
Mum
2007-4-18
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Post comment Comment (4 replies)
- Reply Lizzyjiang
- Oh, dear baby! She is 2 years old now... Is she a boy or girl?
- Reply bluephoebe
- Lizzyjiang: Oh, dear baby! She is 2 years old now... Is she a boy or girl?a boy. I expected to have a baby girl. But never mind, the sex doesn't matter now.
