“You Stay, You Don’t Go.” As a baby of two year and a half old, you surprisingly managed to inject a note of firmness and authority in your tone. I smothered a smile, and then little pangs of guilt attacked and I could barely contain myself. Today is Children’s Day, I should be with you to celebrate this special moment. But instead I have a flight to catch this afternoon, and soon I’ll leave Chengdu for a three-day’s workshop. I have to send you to your grandma's home. Sorry, my dear. I wish you could understand that no matter how hard I want to be with you every minute, there is still times that I couldn’t be around. After you left, the house screamed in almost unbearable silence for your absence. Dear, I miss you already. Please be good and happy every day.