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He died 2 days ago. He was 26, and I didn’t know him. But the building, where he decided to end his life, is the place I could not be more familiar. Everyday I pass it by without the slightest idea that one day a young life would tragically end here. It’s not high, and I never thought the life could be so fragile.
Just a jump-----then nothing left, but several days’ gossips.
Some said that he killed himself because he lost a lot of money in stock market, some said it’s the mounting pressures that drove him up to the wall, and some said he died because of emotional problems. Neither of them sounds real and reasonable.
One of my colleagues emailed his blog address to me. In his last entry, he wrote:
I am a freak who don't fit into this world. I always have been tough, and I want to be the best. But I failed again and again, now I can’t take any more.(但我是个不适合生存在这个世界的怪物,我一真都是一个强者,我要做到最好,但我却一次次失败,我已经无法承受巨大压力对我的摧残)
Perhaps he tried to tell us the reason why he chose to leave this world here, but I still don’t understand. The situation he described is something we have all gone through----not every one could be vaulted to success, most of us have worked like a beaver for dozen years without getting near to touch the hem of the success. Failure should not be the reason.
From his blog, I knew that his mother, who was so proud of his son, was waiting for him at home. He dared not to call her, and he said sorry. I dare not to imagine how his mother would feel when she heard the news. Sorry is far from enough, and it is even not a word of the comfort. I don’t know why but I suddenly think about Lupin in Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. Harry was so angry when Lupin wanted to leave his wife and unborn baby and come away with him. Lupin’s offer rubbed him so much that Harry called Lupin coward in the face, even Lupin was his favorite teacher. When I first read this part, I though Harry was too hard on Lupin. But now thinking about that young man’s mother, I understand.
“Parents,”said Harry, “shouldn’t leave their kids unless---they’ve got to.”
And here I want to say:
A son should never leave his mother this way.
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Post comment Comment (11 replies)
- Reply hirondelle
- I enjoy your blog! These words are just like fresh water running smoothly from your fingers!
Everytime I read it, I can learn something! So thank you! Hope one day my blog can reach to the level as high as you!
- Reply epkings
- Life is not just about oneself, actually it is about u, your family and all the people who loves u. He is stupid and irresponsible if someone killed himself. U still have chances if u just lost money or something else, but if u lost life, u r over. So, people shouldn't think about this stupid stuff never!!
- Reply lushanshan9010
- it is a story worth reading .
- Reply qinsan678
- suicide is what everyone should never think of . if you suffer a lot ,try to relax ,if you feel so bad ,try to pour yourself out ,if you are not satisfied with yourself ,try not to be hard to yourself....in a word ,suicide is not a solution to any problem you run into.
- Reply rich
- It was not our own wish to come to this world, but it is our parents that brought us up and all the people around us that helped us become what we are today. our lives don't belong to us only, to some extent. we have responsibility for all these people. not everyone can do great things, but we at least can make sure that we'll never let them down or free of worry.
- Reply bluephoebe
- hirondelle: I enjoy your blog! These words are just like fresh water running smoothly from your fingers!i am glad that you felt this way. in fact when i am writing, i often feel confused, frustrated, and trapped, kind like bumping my head against a wall. still there are many reasons tempted me to go on, and your sweet comments are difinitely one of them.Everytime I read it, I can learn something! So than
- Reply bluephoebe
- epkings: Life is not just about oneself, actually it is about u, your family and all the people who loves u. He is stupid and irresponsible if someone killed hi agree with you, life has its ups and downs. nobody looks good during those darkest hours. but if we bite the bullet and hang on to our faith, tomorrow will be another day. hope strengthens, fear kills. it's stupid to give up without a fight. death would never be a begining, but a final end to everything. bright future only belongs to those fighters.
- Reply bluephoebe
- qinsan678: suicide is what everyone should never think of . if you suffer a lot ,try to relax ,if you feel so bad ,try to pour yourself out ,if you are not satisit's stupid and irresponsible act. when someone gave up his/her life causually, there are a lot to fight tooth and nail just to survival. success belongs to those survivors, that's what i choose to believe.
- Reply bluephoebe
- rich: It was not our own wish to come to this world, but it is our parents that brought us up and all the people around us that helped us become what we arei can't agree with you more.
