Received a phone from one of my best freinds complained that she is still working right now , near to the end of year ,everyone will be busy in company except me ,maybe my clients all in their holiday .

 

She said she admire me ,but she doesn't know my diffcult .i am  on my life crossing . perhaps i will do somethings by myself in this samll company ,but i don't get the other things from big company ,such as free time ,more wage and so on .

 

chinese old saying said : feet has its lack  ,inch has its length .i will give myself an answer in 2010 .