i do not know why i feel vanity and tension when i wake up every moning. get up at 7 O'clock, but just because i can not sleep too late.  for my dream i can do anything. i get up early every day when i am a student. to improve my english i have make a decision that i will hear english everyday. i am  gratified that i really do that thing every day even at NEW YEAR night. fortunately my english have a great improvement and i  can understand most dialogues. but i know i have a long way to study english well. but depend on my persistence i can overcome anything. because i have a big dream which i must realize. but now this life is not i want to get. i do not like my job and the content of working. i am afraid i will become depraved and useless at once i work a long time in this company. i can not be defeated  by destiny. so work hard and study the knowledge which i want to improve. i believe i can make my dream come ture.