this is the second blog i wrote down, i try to make my step of the life clear in somewhere, maybe somedays i can review and then feel happy or funny..

anyway, this is today's story.

even i'm still in the mess of the old business, i still encourage myself to go to today's interview, it's four-year-later interview, what supprise me is i already worked here nearly 4 years. look back now, i definitely think a lot of the past 4 year life, it's just like a dream and not true, but i know it's true actually. and also IT IS PAST.

don't know how to descible the interviw, feel not good, of course it'll be ridicous if it's ok, i am not prepared very well.

just talk with the guys and make up the words i can think. but the result looks not very bad, got a phonecall from the job-hunting lady, as if i can get the second chance, i got 50-60% chance to go to the second round. to some degree, a little funny.

i nearly lost between the job and life now, the normal thinking told me i need money to support my life and deep inside i want a easy life to do something i want to do or i like to do.

it's a dilemma, i'm stuck now.

maybe it's a sad thing for a man...