Quarreled again! We quarreled last night and he sent SMS to his female friend. Because he feel sth wrong in his chest again.  She called him back. She is a nurse, and told my BF some tips to avoid chest distress. I feeled very angry but I said nothing.
He is a introvert. To us, a small thing, he will think about it long and feel morose. Last time we went to hospital, the doctor told he that he should be happy, open-mind and take more exercises. But when we went back home after 5 days in the hospital, he still only to watch TV, still think the things himself, still don't do household chores, still just wait for eating.
My family is poor, and couldn't help him when he buyed the house. He still have a little brother, needing much money also. So he always said, that all because of me that let him live so hard, and if he dated with other girl he will be live better now. I am so grieved. I came here for him two years ago from Nanjing, even if I have the wrong that he can't understand me more?!
Maybe I should leave, but two years' cohabitation, can I find the happiness?
I am going to crazy.