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I need something special
Today,I was planning to play pool with a former classmate,but the meeting was ended up with 6 former classmates,talking and laughing.I feel pretty weird that it's getting harder for me to get into that group.I speak different language with them,also concerning different topic,and sharing no same interests with them.May it's because I feel awkward when speaking dialect,which is the key to get into a group like them I think,and I feel like a fool to just to laugh when chatting.This is not me.I feel uncomfortable when doing so.Sometimes I wish I was one of them,chatting in their style and laughing freely;and sometimes I think I have totally different opinion and expecting toward life,because I'm special and I want something different from the stereotype of our fathers and relatives,the way they chatting and the way they thinking.
Life should be beautiful
Maybe it's common for people in my age,that I compellingly try to compare myself with others and I feel upset with I lose some so called competition and feel stimulated when otherwise.I am definitely aware of how stupid that was and what a waste of time and energy that is,but it's just I can't help.As a consequence,life is boring for me and it was filled with failure.Life shoud be a surprise to us.It should be beautiful with magnificent view and all kinds of happiness.
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- Reply linda_guo
- when i was at the university, i thought and acted just like you, and believed that i might be different from many others. but after a few years' social experiences, i finally turned to be an ordinary person and even enjoyed the plain life.
so hold up your characters if conditions are permitted, otherwise, you should try to integrate into the society and enjoy it.
- Reply DizzyFizzyPiggy
- that sorta reminds me of an 'I ain't special' blog entry of mine...lol
we're like at the age of crossroads. it's not what we chase or resist that counts. the paradox itself is a privilege. : )
- Reply recordyao
- DizzyFizzyPiggy: that sorta reminds me of an 'I ain't special' blog entry of mine...lolit's not what we chase or resist that counts. the paradox itself is a privilege.
we're like at the age of crossroads. it's not what we chase or resist that coun
I can't figure the two words out,they read beautiful though.
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