I love literature and writing, so my future is generally centered on these two parts. But I know that is only an ideal. Turning back to the reality, I have to do something else to support my life. There is too much pressure around me, from my parents, and from my future family. But as a man, I must make a decision to start my struggling in this world right now.

It is so amazing and inspiring that my first application letter was replied recently. It is an internship in an English blog website. By now I have nearly finished my second test. I really learn a lot from these two tests, and realize that there is a great gap between school leaning and social practicing. But I am confident I can bridge it.

I pray I could pass the second test. If I passed, I would not let this opportunity go, and I would work hard to prove my capabilities and creativities. I know I would surely face some difficulties or setbacks, but I believe I can get through. I will try my best in my internship so that I can get a chance to be an official employee. Next year, this time, I will graduate, and completely step into the society. So now I must challenge myself to make preparations.

Someday, I may consider starting my own business. But usually I would rather to find a job in certain company. Because what I am most interested in is still literature and writing. I wish to be professor in university if possible to teach literature. I also wish to compose a masterpiece someday which can win a Nobel Literature Prize. To life, when I have a stable and high-paid job, I will settle down to establish my own family. I like a peaceful happy life. I would like to live with my parents to look after them. And also, if possible, I would like to found up my own literary to enrich my life, for I find every book is a great man, from whom I can really learn a lot.

But now I must turn back to reality from my dreams. I will make great efforts and apply my creativities to well-accomplish my internship job. This is my first step to real society, so I must make a good beginning in order to achieve my future goals.

June 17, 2009

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