It's annoying to find yourself spending all the time doing absolute nothing serious, and that's the crap I got every time I tried to make a life at holiday. Worst of all, it's always like you've got the whole picture but you still can't help it. The exact thing happens to every holiday. And at this critical moment, aware that something vital enough to be a turning point of my life is waiting right at the cornor, I especaily hate it.
Living in dorm alone provides every reason needed to be lazy. It feels new and not bad actually. But hell, I come into a torturing dilemma at every dawn, left to decide either to stay straight awake for another day or to sack in right away, regardless of my conscience asking 'what am I gonna do with myself if I wake up only to find I've slept off most of the day?'.
Seriously, I need a schedule, or I'll probably end up blaming myself for wasting all the time, as I did after every holiday.
K, then let me see...:
1st, get up and go to bed at regular time. Say 8AM & 12PM?
2nd, snack sounds good, but a great figure sounds even better. Eat less, stay cool while shopping and take a walk before shower and going to bed.
3rd, don't dream of studying in dorm ever again, you know you never did that... Go to study lounges. Bad weather is a lame excuse.
4th, the whole world should by all means go after TOEFL:
a) 2 hrs of vocabulary revision (1 hr general + 1 hr catagoried) @ lounge
b) 1 set of both reading & listening practice @ lounge
c) 1.5-2 hrs of speaking practice with sample models/JJ @ Mc/dorm
d) put aside writing practice for now*
e) read other materials when bored*
5th, movies and soap operas are only allowed on weekends
Hmm... Will that be all? Is it organized enough? ...Well, I guess I'd just give it a try and see how it works~ Anyway, this supposed to be the start of me finally getting into state. It's gotta be it. Otherwise the price is too much for me to take.
Almost forgot, buy ticket and keep on coping with PS and stuff today.
Alright, so
MORNING WORLD! ~