Today, I had lost my mood to participate any outdoor events but to stay inside my room reading books while listining to musics.

  In the begining, I thought I was just trying to spend all the time in doing these boring stuff. However, i was surprised to found that things i was doing were not really "boring". In the other way, i could say that i was really enjoying my life.

  After struggling in my work, I had lost my mood  and interests to do anything. When I was staying inside my room alone. I could feel that my mind was totally ralaxed. It help me ignore all the troublesome problems form my work, and give my tired body a nice break.

  Staying alone, reading my favourite books and listining to musics had been being a luxurious life for me. This is the life I am looking for. I will cherish every moment that to I can relax myself. Enough of rest can make me have enough power to fight for bright fortune.