As new year is approaching ,the more upset I feel ,I really don't know how to describe my mind  this monent ,anxious or faltering,I always realize that a crisis is coming to me but I don't know how to sheer,I like to plan to do someting ,but always can't put it into ture ,This is my biggest weakness in my life ,that's also we can't access to sucuess ,I think......

One of my best friend ever told me "She evnied me that single life is good ,I am free and I can do what I 'd like ,all things are opposite,When you get this ,then you would lose another one ,So you must treasure what you have

The hot topic we were talking with our friend is personal issue ,Why it is so hard for us find another one ,I hardly can't understand ,Is it really that my eyes is over-hand just as the person around me said ,This is saying "almost 80th are walking in a road called blind date ",Of course ,So am I