may be , may be i can name this diary friendship.

Yep friends are quite important in my life. Got some happy or sad feelings, i just want to share them with friends. But that's not easy. I have some friends around me on the net or in the same city. Sometimes i just need the caring feeling. Unfortunately most of the time i did not recive it.  

some time i stand on a strange street in a strange city, the loney feeling gonna overwhelmingly submerge me。 Happily to find that i have a phone , but no one i want to connect with.  i am a total pessimist, you may think that.  But i know , i am not.

i remember there is a saying "do noe test your friend, never !" I didnt understand it before i got all these feelings. But now i believe it. it's the truth.