ok i thought i will see the movie in the end of the week but, i ... just cant hlep to open it. acturaly i am really fear of it, i try to move out many many things to do to let me forget it for a little more time. unfortunatly i opened it,yes i opend it, i saw it twanty mins, thirty mins then forty mins then i speed it to the end. before i saw the movie i remember there was a saying that there is a perticular alex in your mind just the same as that hamlet. maybe it is true. i dont know, and i dont care. but nowadays i am fucking free, i am along, i can do whatever i want, i can ride a bike all day, i can read a book all night.
but every morning when i wake up there is no smile on my face, why? now i do buyer things, then i can be a experinced purchase then i will be a scourcing person then maybe i can be a scm manager then... i dont know there must be some other higher position there. so what? do i really care, i hope so. i exdreamly hope that i can have a exact dream.
it's a good movie, sure i say that not because kristine here, because the soul of the movie. maybe maybe someday i will do the exact thing as alex did, into the wild. i dont konw. what happend these days, all the movies i saw are all the same. god dont play with me.
some words appeared in the movie:
the sea's only gifts are harsh blows,
and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong.
now, I don't know much about the sea,
but I do know that that's the way it is here.
and I also know how important it is in life
not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong,
to measure yourself at least once,
to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions,
facing the blind, deaf stone alone
with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head.