it took a while for the mental turbulence to ebb away.i need a good rest ,both physically and psychologically to clear off all the debris and start over.In some sense ,i'm like a little kid who took it for granted that the road ahead is smooth, however stumbled and fell so hard.maybe i should learn how to walk with bumps along the way.

  JK.Rowling said "it's impossible to live without failing something unless you live so cautiously that you might as well have never lived at all,in which case you fail by default". failure is inevitable.your life is largely shaped by the way you deal with it .so failure is a blessing in disguise.

  life still goes on and the future has so much in store for me.it's a silly to close your eye just because what you see right now is stark.by doing so ,you will miss so many things.so keep your eyes wide open and learn to appreciate "the not so glamorous".

  i give it no doubt that those who have dreams will be embraced by the world eventually.it's just not my time yet.