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i'm jsut in my downtime.
Here i am to give vent to my suppressed and mixed feelings.it all started with some blogs that i browsed on a whim.i did it in an attempt to probe into other people's life but ended up feeling belittled by their greatness.some people are fully occupied with envying others.unfortunately i'm one of them. why ....why i'm so ordinary so average.yesterday i was that positive girl deeply convinced that everything will just be fine but today ,right now i become so pathetic as to indulge myself in self-questioning.where's those unshakable faiths of mine ??
i'm confused , overwhelmed and lost.i used to think one concrete step after another will finally lead to where i want to go.but so far i haven't reached any milestone that will boost my momentum.but people around me seem to have already found their own and are continuing their relentless journey.such a stark contrast really gives me a huge blow.i'm advancing ambitiously ,desperate to catch up with those outstanding ones.yet the ever-widening gap has darkened the prospect of doing so.
what is worse , such haste and goal-orientation has even made my agenda more unlikely.i want to rid myself of contradiction between vastly different thoughts and ideas.but i just cannot.i'm really exhausted and discouraged, to be frank.
the thing is i'm now deadly locked in a stalemate,each aggressive move will just make me hurt and bleed.
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- Reply catnfish
- There are two ways I want to share with you to see who we are. One is to get into a huge crowd like the shopping center in your city, where you'll see many people from different backgrounds, and it trains you, making you see clearly who you're. You're just simple and plain. There are lots of others who may superior to you.
Nevertheless the other apporach is to go to somewhere poor, where you learn that you've got a life way better than lots of people in the world! people are suffering much more than u, and it'll also make us appreciated the life we have, and who we are.
Goodluck hope you feel better soon, don't let that negative feeling creep on you~!
- Reply liiiiinda
- catnfish: There are two ways I want to share with you to see who we are. One is to get into a huge crowd like the shopping center in your city, where you'll seethank u i'm just on my way.the more i know about those exceptional ones the shallower i consider myself to be.it takes time to get back on track.i will be fine~
- Reply liiiiinda
- crossroad: Try to find a way to make your psychological balance, good luck!thanks~ i will regain my mental equilibrium~
- Reply adck
- the big cities in china are actualy vanity fairs,in which staying calm in it is not easy
there's an ancient saying:know yourself
you have your own life and your own way,no need to push yuorself too hard
