i watched CCTV Cup English speaking competition just now and feel like recording something spurred on by a sense of emergency.i'm deeply impressed by the contestants' outstanding performance this year and especially amazed at how speedily and effectively they respond to questions ,with well-organized and highly-logical answers.i,under no pressure,got caught by some of those tricky questions.finally i realize that the gap between me and CCTV stage is shockingly huge.yes i'm confident , passionate and dying to be one of them ,but i don't have the goods to back it up.i can't produce decent words combining logic with grace.what i have is just stupidity with fanfare.