It is said that the hard time when without job or adscription is doomed to exist before the graduation. It appeared to me days ago. And it reminds me of the same moment 3 three years ago. At that time I did not know where to go or what to do and often fell depressed so much and could only stop. Now thinking it back, I find the reason that I was afraid of failure so that had not any try but waiting. At last I decided to fight against my shortage by finding the task or chance that I could not take up. At last a interview of sealing came to me. I accepted it and went directly without any fear though I know failure was doomed. I was still happy because I could face myself currectly.
This time 3 years later, I feel worse than before. Today I go out dealing with something and remember the brave me. So I am back, just fight against the shortage directly! It is OK!