I remember she said to me: we are good friend, and just only good friend, you are  a good boy, there is should better girl waiting for you", I didn't forgot it until now, 3 years, this memory still fresh, but at that time i was not gave up, i hide the felling in my mind until several days ago.  one day, we came cross on the internet, I decided to tell her the truth, alough we have been friend for 3 years, but my love never fade out, I said:"can  you tell me there any choice i can pursue you. she reply me it is impossible." the answer made me depression, i felt that time I'm the unluckly man in the world,  I asked her why she refused me again and agian. she told to me:"it hard to tell because felling is complicated, you are so cray about me, however, i"m a cold blood, if we live together, it is unfair to you." finally, i realized it is the last result, i can't insist on. so i make a decesion,  i will try to forget you, i'm sure the time is good medcine, they can wash away my memory that not so good.

  god bless me, hope one day i will find my lover, and i will value her, never hurt her.