I'd managed to remain detached until then. Until the moment  I saw her being with a fat filthy old man hopping in a limo and gone.  I only knew he isn't her father，But surely know he is her sugar daddy.

       Go get a room . Go get under the ED guy.

       Dark and heavy . Don't think .Focus and do your job. I was reminding myself.

       But after a while I couldn't. I was  suffering a harrowing pain none of you can imagine.

       What is love? Love is an immortal wound that cannot be closed up. Love is the lost part of my  soul when me began to love her. I walked ,walked ,walked around looking for the lost part and her  ,Because my soul was incomplete and lonely ,and could not be at rest. Love was even beyond the life and death.

        Gruesome Sunday. Though it's brightly sunshiny.

         That's why  I was  standing there on the shore realizing I have no future at all.

         It hurt.

         It hurt badly.

         There was no getting away from it.

         Who am I ?

         "low life pig?"

         "Yep. A pathetic and lower creature."

         "Go get a life ,you will survive." God above said to me .

         "But I can't forget her and I've lost my spirit."

         "Go home now.She's a whore and I'll punish her, you deserve better."

          "you are real...what a miracle.thank you God."

          "Be a miracle,son.I believe in you. Goodbye."

           I left for home. 

           Now I'm rich and happy.

          This is the reason that I want to tell you the story.