Yesterday,I stayed up talking to Bo until 3:00 ,and smoked at least 8 cigarettes.Recently I live under great pressure.My project still have no big progress,but I have to finish two papers at the end of next month.The exam is coming,and I am not ready for it yet.Another problem is that I encounter emotional problems.You and me will live in different place of this city which means we can't see each other everyday.I am afraid of the distance seperating us.Maybe the beginning is a mistake,I should control my feeling at the first,and I will never get hurt.Now it is so painful for me to give up you and I am pessimistic about our future.I don't know how long I can insit and how long you will insist.When the passion gone, you and me need to consider the future of us.Some friends tell me not to consider so much, just let things go, and love is just a big illusion, study is the most important thing for me.What am I thinking about?