My first love for bikini began with one summer vacation experience to Beidaihe with my parents after my graduation from high school. On that day, I wore one swimsuit of my Mom, though not perfectly fit my body, but it looks alright on me.  My mind was simple, and with the sole admiration for the sea and the beach as well as the sunshine, I went swimming by the sea. I have no concept of attending the "beauty contest" on the beach, for me, to go swimming by the sea is for fun. However, what caught my eyes was groups of white-skinned women wearing bikinis stroking on the beach, which constructed a beautiful painting. Their figures were so hot and slender, just likes models on the playboy magazine, which made me feel inferior a lot. I even feel embarrassed to walk by. Compared with them, my body and my swimsuit was so plain.  Why western women have so perfect body? I feel so envy. If I had that looks, I would wear bikini too!

Never say no before you try. Just look at how I tried:

That experience made me aware of the importance of the figure for a woman is. I become not satisfied with my own figure from then on. I vowed to myself： I must do something to shape myself for the better. My mother is a persistent aerobics doer. It is under her influence, I started to do exercise almost every day from then on. I did, and I succeed. I have found much nice changes in my body after doing aerobics for 8 years. In one single year, My weight has reduced from 60kg to 52kg. Not only I have much better shape but also have gained a lot of confidence in myself. But only one problem still existed, no matter how much exercise I did every day, I still had some fat in my belly, I could see my belly a little “outstanding” with my underwear on. How can I have a plain belly? It seems god was helping me, one time when I chat with my colleague, she introduced me a very popular exercise called Plank, which is the most effective way convinced of reducing the fat in our bellies. why can't I have a try? I tried once, and I will never leave without it. It indeed had amazing effect on my belly. After one day’s exercise, when I touched our belly, the muscle there was much tighter than it was before the exercise. I have kept doing Plank for 4 months and now my belly is almost plain, which is thanks to the plank.

It is my time to shine: go and wear bikinis! Wearing bikinis before you give birth to children! Wearing bikinis before you gain weight and become an old lady! Wearing bikinis in the days when you are still young and pretty! My first try of bikini is in Hainan, which is quite a nervous but impressive experience. My husband recorded the whole process of my swimming with my bikini, which left us the precious memories. The second and third time was in the swimming pool near our residence. I cannot tell the thrill when I wore it walk by the pool and swim in the pool. There must be some eyes focused on my body and my bikini, but I do not care others' judge on me, whether they appreciate my looks or not.

If you really care, what's the meaning of wearing bikini? If you can only wear bikini when you have flawless figure, you will never gonna wear it. I just want to prove myself and prove my efforts all these years, prove my mother's love for me, prove how bold I am and what a strong confidence I have. I just love bikinis, the most feminine swimsuit, so I wear them. Now I already have 3 sets of bikinis, It sounds a little crazy, right?  But I just can’t refuse them.

Of course I cannot have perfect figure, perfect proportion and perfect curves, but that do not affect me to try bikinis. No woman is perfect, but every women can have the boldness and the confidence to wear bikinis.

So is my pursuit history of bikinis.

(I have not written English articles for almost 2 years. there must be some grammer mistakes and improper expressions. welcome to point them out. I will feel very gratitude if you do so.)