Working and living in Beijing is of great pressure for someone working as a technical staff in an government institudion. High house price V.S. normal payment. I like English, but I slowly lose patience to learning because of  heavy pressure. It took me much time to read english meterials,listen to CRI radio programs, remember words, or so. However, I cannot find any progress or donot know what to do next. It confuses me. Even if I had time, I donot know what can I do to improve because there are so many meterials. I don't know whether I am so keen to have exllent english using ability.

Maybe haste makes waste. Maybe the best way to learn is contacting with my profession. Maybe I should take the course of learning serious , instead of the result. Maybe I should use short spare time learning useful English meterials that I encounter. Because of lacking the English enviroment, I have to write my daily life in oral type. It happens to me that I could go to English corner and join English club, and attend some international exhibition in Beijing on weekend, use the skype communicate with new friends. And In this course, English is just a  carrier or tool, the information is essential. In the begining , use more communication skills and less language skills. Then ,reduce the using of communication skills and use more english. Communicate with UK/USA kids. Just do it , right now!