I don't remember since when , i did not keep diary, it seems like i always write when i feel down and blue, which is all about unhappy things and sad feelings. someone said it would be better to express your deep feelings, agony also needs to set free, and when you can not find someone to talk, you'd better write down :another way to talk to yourself。
But you know that : when the very very sad things happend, when you need speak out aloud or cry bitterly,if you did not. depression will haunt you, it seems like a long long winter in your heart. my winter lasts almost 2 years. and it becomes a deep secret in my heart , it seems that it was not real only if I do not tell anyone .