By Kevin Yang

It’s been a while since i wrote here last time. I have to say that I am not a person who do things always with persistent on everything even though they are tough. I used to think that I like English very much and I truely believed it. But as time goes by, I find something indeed inside my heart, that is to say, everything I though I like is just a fake thing. Just like the CET-6.

Last time, because of the limited time, I failed it. When the result came out, I felt sad for days because I have to spend one more time to prepare for it, and actually it would cost me a lot of time which I had planned to do something else. This time, I prepare for it a lot and, I bought a book from the book store, I hope it could improve my Reading Comprehension which I badly failed last time. I bought some listening materials as well and also there were something for my Composition Part though I did not do much thing for it during the long time. When the day comes, 22nd, December 2012, I entered to the test room in the afternoon with everything essential to the exam. About twelve and a half I bought a pair of battery from a store in case of something bad happen to my Listening Device during the test. The worst thing, however, happened at that time. When the Listening Part played for a while, I found that my device was not work better and as the time went by, then the device stopped and I listened nothing. I just chose the answers with uncertainty, which means the rate of right answer will be very low. I embarrassed a lot, but, compared to the last time, I felt more calmer for that I was not as agog as the former time to pass it, I know it actually not as important for me as I thought before. I need do a lot of thing beside it. I am not sure if I can pass it or not this time, but it cannot be a problem to me and it will not.

I am not a person who do things always with persistent even though I have passionate for something, that is temporary, and I always do things with temporary enthusiasm and after that maybe never comes again, or just comes back for a while and then lose it keep on a circle.