Now life is much tougher than I have expected it to be, which not a little confuses me.

How to live “independently” instead of “alone”, the word I deliberately refuse to use, is one of the pressing issues need handling, only by MYSELF.

At this point, it should be referred that I once lived alone for a few months in the third year of college life. I longed to escape from a life which shouldn’t have been ruined by any member of a dormitory. However, I had been struggling to lead a new and comfortable life before I went back to my dormitory as the result of unbearable loneliness. In other words, I surrendered. It took me little time to re-adapt to the life I used to hate and fortunately, I eventually managed to balance my moods and study. Later on, I found myself have grown up to a large extent. 

When confronted with annoyance, I would always strive to seek a way out.

The present challenge is to get well along with three people under the same roof but in different rooms. To name it “challenge” might go too far, but I really take it seriously. Learning how to live harmoniously with others –roommates, colleagues and superiors—is a new subject to which I should devote lots of time. What’s more, having finished the four-year college study, I toddled into the society, only to find that I still need to learn—I am not learned even though I have learned a great deal. I have to start from scratch again.