I am a very introverted person. When I was a child, I don't like speaking in public.I think that it could be due to my living environment.
When I was very young,I had low self-confidence but high self-esteem.But my mother gave me more blow and made me feel lower self-confident.Besides, because I was not handsome, my classmates liked making fun of me which made me not dare to speak in front of my class. Then I developed a bad habit, whenever I spoke in public, I must look at other people's expression. If they tease me with a smile, I will not know what to do next.What I want to do most is leaving the place.
Even when I have realized the problem, I don't know how to change. But I know that I have to change myself so that I can adapt to the society and do well in my profession. I must practice more and speak more in public.I must insist and follow my change plan so that I can succeed in the end.