Obviously, I suffer little pain like most of the children in modern society when I am very young, so I don't know how to speak with others especially the strangers. When the strangers hear my first voice, they realise that I am very weak in contacting with people and I really don't know how to react to the words they say. I feel embarrassed almost every time. For example, I speaked to the retailer directly this time to ask for the invoice but I didn't buy anything, However, they didn't want to give me and said they didn't have one and refused me directly. Then I felt embarrased and had to say "oh, thank you all the same." and left uneasily. I didn't dare to say to others, because I feared to fail again. 

    Actually speaking, this is a good chance to practice, I regret that I don't take the chance to practice contacting with strangers. Because I don't practice it in my young time, I have to make up the courses as soon as possible.I should not dare to fail and practice it again and again. Then I can do well in the society class.