A few days ago, I went to do a project with my schoolmate, and he told me that my tutor gave him 1000 yuan in the first year. Before I came to the lab, everyone told me that the tutor never gave his students money and I believe it. But when I heard the teacher gave my schoolmate money, I felt that the teacher gave the money to his students  in private. No one told each other and they all believed that the teacher only gave him money alone. I don't need to feel uneasy because the tutor can decide who he wants to give the money to.But I don't think my tutor is a good people any more. At least, his action is very unwise. I have also been in the lab for a year, and he always tells others I do very well in what I do and he wants others to learn from me. But he gave me nothing, even 1 yuan. I didn't do less things than others in the last year. If a teacher don't treat his student consistently, can you believe he is a good teacher?He doesn't want to give his student money every month, but he also only gives some of students money before the Spring Festival in private and he thought  the students who don't receive the money don't know the truth. I stay in the lab  with almost the maximum time every day and do the things for him.  Maybe I am very frank and easy to control or he doesn't like me.

       Maybe this is Chinese environment. I can complain about it online but I know I must do the things well in the lab as usual . I come to pursue graduate study to improve myself and learn something useful for my life. I should not  pay more attention to money and go against my initial aim. I should adjust my mental attitudes and pay more attention to what I should do. I just want to say we only can depend on ourselves in the world.