Some people say that we should pursue what we like, but how to find what we like is a very difficult thing. In the past, I never believe that we should find what we are good at. But now I begin to believe this is a very important and also very difficult thing. I admire the people who find what he loves and what he does well in. But there are also many people who haven't found what he like and don't know how to find it. Unluckily, I am one of them. We also hear another saying: if you haven't found what you like, you should focus on your current way and be down-to-earth.This is very important, because you may just waste time if you don't do anything. I don't realize my mistake until this week. I don't know if I like what I am doing now, and I don't like it because I encounter setbacks in my major and am influenced by others. It tells me that I am mentally immature. In other words, I am living in others' eyes. 

         Recently, I like to read some philosophical books and become to accept it. In the past, I always think philosophy can lead people to be abnormal. However, I find that every successful man may be is a philosopher, too. Philosophy can actually lead people to be intelligent,open-minded, spiritual. We may not mind so many things then. We all know we should live in our own world as life is ours. However, there are few people who can really do it. In this society, you inevitably are influenced by others and dominated by your heart head. At this time, philosopher may help you. 

        I am more positive now. I believe that I should try my best to do what I am doing. Maybe I don't like it and it is also very difficult for me to find what I really what to do, but I should not be so worried about it and life may become more colorful because of it. What I should focus on is what I am doing and I must live a happy life. If I have a chance to become successful, I will hold it. If the chance hasn't come yet, I should strive hard and live well,too. Life is mine and not others.