I went home to visit my parents this week.As it's time finding jobs, my parents are becoming more and more worried about my future.My father and my mother have different opinions on the issue. My father wants me to go to the enterprise,however,my mother would rather make me stay in the university, because she wants me to have a stable life. 

    When I was far away from the job-hunting, I think I won't be influenced by my parents. However, when it really comes to me, I don't think so. I am not the kind of person that will turn my back on the parents and I don't want my parents to worry about me.I have always been an obedient son from childhood. And even my university is chosen by them.I really want to make my own choice this time. In their eyes, I will always be a little child until I really get my own job and even have my own family. However, I won't really grow up within their protection. I lack a lot of social experience and I'm sure I will encounter the difficulties that I should have met and overcome before. This is a stereotyped topic about the indulgent parents in China.If I was young, I had no choice to change it,but now I am old enough to distinguish right from wrong. I never need to make the big choice before, however, I have to make my own decision this time and it will have influence on my whole future. There is no way to return to the original place,and I have to go along the way I choose. I have three choices: go to the the enterprise, stay in the university and take the civil service exam. It depends upon what kind of life I want to live in the future.

    I want to enter the foreign company and even have my own company in the future from the bottom of my heart. However, I am afraid that I get nothing in the future if I choose this way. When I don't have the chance to stay in the university, I won't think so much. When I really have the chance, I really don't know what to do. To be honest, it provides me a chance to be regretful in the future especially when I am stuck in the difficulties. Sometimes no choice may be the best,as we can focus on what we are doing now. However, maybe this is the beauty of the life and if we can see what our whole lives would be when we are young, our whole lives will be meaningless and boring.