Getting more and more confused these days, about what? well may be work takes the priority.
I've been in this company since graduation, and i do have several times wanting to escape from here, just quit, don't think about anything, just quit and go... i imagined many times how i quit and leave here---turn off my PC, clear up all the table stuffs, go out of the office with and only with my bag, running on the road while wind greeting my face and hairs... everything seems soo wonderful...
While that's just my imagination....
I'm still here now, there are too many resons for ppl to get out from here without any hesitation, but i am still here even if i have millions of reasons to leave here, but i do know there is one and only one reason that keep me being here---I am confused of my future, future career mostly. I don't know now I'm disapporinted of this company, the way they do business and the way they treat customers, or is this place makes me disappointed of the whole industry???
I should give myself another chance in the international trade, if still the same situation, I can just say I am not suitable for this.
Only give up first, I will know where will I go, what will I do...