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Changes make me depressed. lonely
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I really feel depressed during these days. I dont't know why, but this feeling disturbed me even in the evening. Actually, I can't sleep well yesterday night. Because I knew something and also I felt something changed. I'm scared of any changes, especially the changes in emotion. The initial sense of love, friendship, and all the relationships are easy to change. This kind of changes are challenging my feeling of safety and security. I turn to be a person who always be unbelieving about some brighter futures or beautiful memories. I often question about nearly everything and I don't want to be cheated any more. I know, this idea may hurt the people who love me,care about me. But, my mind can't stop.
why,why, why and why.
Post comment Comment (14 replies)
- Reply 小莫
- Has something changed in you life? Or are you just afraid of change, though it isn't yet happened?
It's ok, baby. A lot of things in your life will remain stable forever.
- Reply jane664889828
- Don't worry. You will adjust yourself to these changes as time goes by.
- Reply Sophia_kk
- Changes make our life rich and varied.If everthing stop developing,how terrible it is...And it is unpractical...Relax yourself and you should accept all of the changes with your grown-up.
- Reply monkeylinstar
- 小莫: Has something changed in you life? Or are you just afraid of change, though it isn't yet happened?I felt some changes from somebody who close to me.
It's ok, baby. A lot of things in your life will r
Maybe it's just my personal feelings. when I get together with someone I like/love, I will be anxious if I sense something which is not same as former.
and I can't totally believe FOREVER.
- Reply monkeylinstar
- jane664889828: Don't worry. You will adjust yourself to these changes as time goes by.yes, but the changes is not what I want or like.
I mean a kind of feeling towards somebody.
- Reply monkeylinstar
- Sophia_kk: Changes make our life rich and varied.If everthing stop developing,how terrible it is...And it is unpractical...Relax yourself and you should accept amaybe i'm too childish.
But the changes I mean are not related to development or...
It's feelings.
I'm looking for a feeling which will not change forever. And i'm still looking for it..
- Reply Sophia_kk
- monkeylinstar: maybe i'm too childish.Oh~~I see.
But the changes I mean are not related to development or...
It's feelings.
I'm looking for a feeling which will not change fo
Wish you will find it in future life.And I think such feeling will be experienced slowly...
- Reply 小莫
- monkeylinstar: I felt some changes from somebody who close to me.Yes, I am also afraid of making plans, especially when they are connected with others. Because I know they can hardly come true. I am afraid of the heart-broken moment. But I will remain unchanged for love.
Maybe it's just my personal feelings. when I get together with someone I like/love, I will be anx
- Reply monkeylinstar
- Sophia_kk: Oh~~I see.Yeah, i just try and try.
Wish you will find it in future life.And I think such feeling will be experienced slowly...
confused and easy to be hurt.
- Reply monkeylinstar
- 小莫: Yes, I am also afraid of making plans, especially when they are connected with others. Because I know they can hardly come true. I am afraid of the hehave ever been disappointed about love? or friendship? if everybody is changing but except you, how can you remain unchanged for love?
- Reply Garyxiao913
- All things will pass from our finger just like time. If you cant hold,why not let it go,Right?
- Reply 小莫
- monkeylinstar: have ever been disappointed about love? or friendship? if everybody is changing but except you, how can you remain unchanged for love?About love, I think I will remain by his side untill I can't. Hehe~
- Reply monkeylinstar
- Garyxiao913: All things will pass from our finger just like time. If you cant hold,why not let it go,Right?my friends all think that i am a person who always get myself into a dead end. I can't easily let the things go and i really don't know what to do.
- Reply Oldguypeter
My little girl, everything has been changing just as the earth is running around the sun, never stop. So, u must come out of it and adapt ur thinking to the new conditions, OK!
