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a little sad
When i feel sad, I always give vent to my suffering by listening to a piece of pleasant music to calm myself, or just going out for a slow walk along the beach or the street I love most.
Watching the pretty girl in the mirror, I believe my smile is still bright. Friends around my world always think i was optimistic as if i had never been hurted by any failure. Actually, they would never know that optimism is kind of helplessness. Because i never show my weakness and always pretend to be strong. Once i find that i have something unable to manage, the only thing I can do is to stay alone and try my best to drive myself out of it. Sometimes i feel that my heart has been full of paleness, loneliness and indifference, but i even don't know how to show the real emotions deep in my heart and gain some comfort from others.
Only hope to recover from the suffering these days before my birthday.
