It has been too long since  my last time writting my blogs in English,so,I feel quite out of practise..

even worse,

I am afraid that I'll make some mistake..but, .I can not..nope nope,,,as I major in English!

Therefor,I'll try my best to avoid that happening..

I have much to say before I leave Guangzhou for ChengDu..

Actually,I have a little afraid that I can not control well my life,my friend circle there in SiChuan...

because my mandarin is not very fluent,actually,bad!!

it's not my fault.

I grow up in Cantonese. I love Canton.!

As for mandarin...I think I'll work hard to accept it,get it,manage it,and enjoy it..

Today,I found my brother's English final test paper of senior 1 in his bedroom..

I felt disappointed,even heartaching,,

His composition only got 20% points,,,

Before my college entrance examination,I made a pledge that I would help my brother with his English after my CEE..

But..until that moment,

he has to go to school for his senior 2, I have to go to SiChuan for my college,for half year,

I even not teach him a word..

I feel sorry,I feel sad,I feel regret..even I feel millions of guity,evil..

Forgive me,my brother.!

I hope you can really put your heart into English because I don't want you to repeat my failure in college entrance examination.

It's very  terrifying,,horrible.

You had seen that it took me great price to get out of the failure shadow!

My dear brother ,trust me,your elder sister,you have 2 years ,after the CEE,you'll feel release..if you make it well in CEE.

Go for it! You are now my biggest caring,you know?

Help me to take care of our parents,grandparents,try your best to avoid conflict.okay？

My friends,we grow up together,my primary school fellow students..beautiful Flower 4.

I'll miss you all very much,.

Especially,this 3 months long holiday, thanks for all of you,company me through this long but meaningful summer vacation.

We took part time job together,

we cook together ,

we went shopping together,..

even we went on a beach holiday together!!

Seeing sea,is my after CEE's wish..you,help me to make it come true~thx,thx.

And,my senior school friends,

Water After,Piano Piano,Yan Yan,Class Flower,Chu Chu..I can not count  all them out.

I'll miss you all.

May we have brilliants futures!