People would never feel regret until they know it's too late to feel regret. Sounds wired, isn't it?
That's what i feel right now, a strong sense of regret just fill with my heart, but now it seems too late to realize it, things would never come back once they gone, as well as the feeling of love or other kind of motion.
To be honest, maybe i just used to keep in touch with that guy, so when he doesn't contact you for a long time, you would feel anxious, you would think why he didn't call or send msn to you recently, this kind of feeling make you confused that you have a crush on him, sometimes it did happens.
Even though you miss his msn, you would never send him any message, since you don't have such a strong feeling to force to you do that, but from time to time you can't help thinking of him in your heart, what kind of emotion it belongs to? I wonder, i tell myself do not waste time on this, but it's useless, somethings like heartbroken occurs.
When the guy falls for a girl, nothing would stop his action, but this behave wont last for long, could this be love? how come it gives up so easy without a notice? Just easy go easy come?
If so, there's no need to feel upset, let it go.
Just let it go, my dear.