I have gratuated from my school and worked here as a foreign trade sales.

There is only a clerk for the foreign trade in the remote area in our company. At first, I want to be a successful girl.But

sometimes i feel so lonely because i am a person who like to make friend ,perhaps,God arrange for me a circumstance that can help me learn from my book.everyday,i tell me i should do what,but i always can't finish it ,i have no patient,even i work overtime everyday.i always don't want to try the way how to find the costomers.Sometimes too much stress is bad ,but sometimes it is better ,i think .I feel lazy,donnot want to do anything eveyrday ,becuase nobody to compete with me .

I don't know how to keep passion to our work. If you have any good suggestion ,PLS help me !!!