There are some things you want to retain them desperately, but they have gone with the wind like clouds.

There are some things you want to throw them away from your brain extraordinary, but they are in chase of you like a shadow.

Whenever I was brought back to memories, I tried to find something happiness to think about, but what was date with me is always sadness in the past. I have tried my best, but had no use on forgetting them. After all, they are something I ever experienced. Just like photos, you tear them up, but the film negatives are still there. Throw them away from the brain, but they have been root deeply in the heart.    

I liked the night long since, for his washing away the noise during the day, for his taking off the day’s coat, for his replacing the evening dress for the night. Standing in the window, gaze several lights in buildings far away. Looking at the sky in Beijing which doesn’t has many stars for a long time. It seems that there was a sense of relief, terminated the life of one day, and tomorrow, there would be a new life.

Night’s selience unloads the whole day’s fatigue, abandons all troubles during the day and people get into dreamland sweetly. In dreams, there is another world awaits them. At one time, when I feel happiness is the time to go to bed, reveled in the dream.

But now, I fear this night, night is too quiet to let me feel lonely. No one listen to me, and no one talk me with heart. What I can only hear is the breeze blow through the window.  I really want to bleach my brain to a piece of white paper, however, I can’t do that. When those painful memories in my mind cinematic re-screening, dream is no longer a sweet dream, it’s bitter, let me dare to taste.

How well if anyone can lock the painful memory, so that people can live in the world at large and have more happy. What have been released are always beauty.

Let beautiful memories following you like shadow along with your body.Let pain pass you like the wind with no traces.