I always consider one thing--why should we strive for our dreams all the time and what is the real goal and implication of our life?
I often feel puzzled when I see a lot of poeple strived for their dreams throughout all their life but in the end they even had no time to enjoy their accomplishments.
Actually i am also one of them,but when i am separated from my own spirit and overlook all this,i will recognize those confusing thing.
what is the real meaning of our life?
We are doomed to fill the vanity of our life by working hard but can't enjoy what we created.We really can't have a peaceful and quiet life if we don't do so?
Nowadays with the competitive scent of the society and world increasing,we have to be under the extensive pressure .we work and study more but rest less.as for me,i just want to learn more than others so that I feel shameful and even guilty when i take a rest.
I wonder if it is all really purposeful.(In relation to my own experience,i feel it not so lucrative as i expected.so i thought all my effort quite useless).It seems that we all need the quiet life if need be.We are not explorers after all and want some breathtaking adventures in life.In the long run,we work hard for a happier life in future.but i doubt if we sometimes think about tht things which is so far.For so called happiness in the future,we grin and bear it.So we work and work,study and study all the time .We go to town on our work and spare no effort.
Is all this what we pursue?Is this the sort of life what we want?Is this the meaning of life?Do we have to swap serenity for a successful(It is not 100% sure) but breathtaking and fluctuant life?
We are destined to sacrifice our liberty and peace for the so called "meaningful" life?
I really don't know what the benefits we can acquire from it.When we are old with large fortune,it is obvious that all the fortune is useless and worthless as we can't take them to the other world.To make the matter worse,we sacrificed our youth and energy in early days of life.Then,we may regret but it's too late.
We are tempted to do all the thing which is as a matter of fact opposite to the truest will in our heart of hearts.Our parents force us to do so ,our subconsciousness force us to do so though we everyone don't know what is the end.Never was there a time that we can be so devoted .We are blind,maybe in a way.
We are in a dilemma.On the one hand,we should like to pursue the ideal life in our hearts.On the other hand,we are obliged to cater for the overall situation.In one way,being humankind is not a very nice thing though there is still so much beauty.
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Diana~