yestoday i said i am very disappointed about what Vat did .the next i will tell you more detail about the life in that evil place . let me grasp the point .
i think over that i can not escape in such a situation .so my behavior seemed friendly coorperation .in this time i told myself i must know where i really was , i just waiting for a chance to escape .for the reason there are three girls beside me all the time .i just kept silent .it is seemed so late since i get off the train this afternoon. although i am very tired for last night i can not closed my eyes for the whole night.but my brain is clear than anytime .
the girls just beside me but never prevent me do anythings .by the way ,they treat me very kindly .so i can go around and visit this siheyuan.the main side there are two rooms and a waiting room .the waiting room is for eating .the room of the west is girls living room.the room of the east is boy's living room .when i come into the east room ...i saw they are very happy in playing the games .sing a song and play chess .they laughed loudly ,And i laso saw a girl hug a boy and say somethings .the boy seemed so happy .in a few minutes i saw the girl hug different boys .the situation is anarchic .i am very suprised about this .what are they really doing ? the games did not seemed so amusing .
why they are so happy ,they ask me to join them .i refused and come out and go to the west room , i saw two big bed in this room .the girls told me i will sleep in this room with them .two bed can hold seven girls .how to ...... then i go to the east room of the siheyuan this is a kitchen room .... i saw Vat was cooking .he can cook ? i never heard it before ...but at this time he cooked for more than 15 peoples.i saw the food just Sweet potatoes and gruel ....in such a cold day they just eat this food ??then i go the north room of the siheyuan there are three rooms as the main side . this three small room. one room is for hiding baggages i saw many people's baggage were there .of course i saw my baggage , i take my baggage and open it , none of them is lost ,and then i took my money .just 300RMB cash. of course when i take the money the girls did not glimpsed this moment .i quickly put the money in my pocket then chosed the baggaged as nothing happened.
i go to the other two rooms ,there are full of vegetables such as chinese cabbage、 sweet potato、chinese radish and some bags of rices .this is what they ate in this cold winter. i glimpse of the window which is so high for me to escape .
At this time ,it was 21:00 clock . the woman leader let us have a dinner .so we were go to the waiting room for dinner. then i saw them take out a big rectangle board in the middle of the ground.then we all sitting round the board .then Vat give all of us a bowl and full of gruel with sweet potato .this is what they usually eat .
At the beginning of the dinner ,the woman leader let us to sing a song (i can not remmember what they are singing about )and then let everyone to told funny stories .except me .even if the stories is not funny they also laughed loudly .as i guess ...they can not help laughing in everythings .they are easy to laugh at anythings .the next the leader said :today we have a new colleage join us .let us give a warm welcome for her coming .then the leader ask me to introduce myself .with the disgust sensation ... i said : i come from heaven and the god let me to save you all .with saying that .the leader feel embarrassed and smiled with this words:heaven is a good place .then she told us that we can eat foods. i have no appetite to eat gruel .the gruel is seemed like the food which the pig ate .it is hardly to eat .but they ate delicious such as fish and pork . Ann was sitting beside me , she saw i just ate a little food .she ask me you do not need it ?i said : yes so she ate up all my bowl of course she is bowl is also empty . it makes me heave up how can a person ate other's food .except close person can do it .i remmember why they eat so much food in the outside .i find the reason ...they are so hungry and never ate meat just vegetables and gruel .
after the dinner ...they give me a course about do not leave this place and keep calm dowm to earn money with them .i just nodded my head without saying anythings .They just brainwashed me so i can not lisen to a word .because the words sometimes can change my mind if i also think something about what they said . i must keep my head clear .
it was 22:30 at that night . the leader asked the girls to fench water for me to wash my foots .just foots ......they prepare for everythigs for me and help me wash my foots .i refused .after washing my foots .it is horrible ...they use the water to washing foots for more than 15 people .i was the first people whom use the water washing foots .then they give me a cup of water and said drink it and it good for you sleeping .but i refused the water because i guess there are some other things in the water such as drugs .
then the girls guide me to the living room . seven girls just two bed .they ask me sleep in the middle of them . i never put off my closes becasue i have 300RMB in my pocket i am afraid they will take them .
the whole night i can not close my eyes ....i feel worried about my future .if i can not escape this place ... how can i live in such a environment .the girls slept around me .... i can not do anything .i do not know how can i spent the horrible time in the whole night .( update tomorrwo)