I feel upset now.
It seems that we all have a big big dream but few of us can really realize it. Sometimes I find it not easy to make it into practice. This is not because of myself. I am not just me,myself, on the earth. There are lots of burden,or we can say, the responsibilities around us as we are growing old.
I do know what you called you are not yourself. I am despiting myself as well. I want to be an elegant woman who has her own carreer, her own lover, her own family. However, it seems that I just have a small vote to make a decision. Living in such a highly development society, we are becoming more and more impulsive by the influence of the technologyical world. Everybody is lured by the magnificence. To be honest, we are loving the new and loathing the old. Fresh things have a big temptation to us.
We like to experience the new.
Grandparents told me that there was no need to move to another city to live a hard life. Instead we can have comfortable life with our families in such a small city. As for the marriage, the blind date is quite a good way.
Oh~~~~~Is this the new situation we are confronting now? We have to be so realistic to face all the problems? And we just live a life for a life. Nothing special. No! That ‘s not I want. I want to experience the new. I find myself being restrained when I put myself in the traditional way.
Yeah~~~~But how to make a balance? I need to work and study hard,to know more about the world,to know what is the right and suitable thing for me! But I also have seen the cruelty, that a dream is just a dream. The pursuit of happiness is not simple. Mark Twain had experienced a harship. He gained a keen perception of the human personalities and know what is the complex of the subtleties of our psychology. So that is a way to experience.
Thanks for your reading.I wrote the above text several days ago. I put it here because I think we should keep having our dreams. But now after I have seen it one more time. I feel great pressure.
I wonder what is the definition of a good job?
And I have a question that if you are a English major, what kind of job do you really want?