I worked till 7:00 pm when my cell rang.I picked it and from my mom.

"Hey,A,what's up?what're u doing?How're u doing?"She asked me some normal questions.

"No compliant!Mom,just miss you guys.I was off just now"I said "sadly"

I think every gal have the same feelings--sixth feeling.Especially the parents.My mom felt some stuff.Yeah,the feelings are turth and exactly i was upset these days.Might be since i left home.I could not help thinking about the past and the future.I did not know why.I always felt homesick and lonely when i stayed in dorm--Mr Lonely,huh?I did my utmost to adjust this field,the strangers i met,the new friends i cared,or the reletionship i had to pay attention to...However,the lack of passions and energes made me like a "goofy"in this "demn" place.

Actually,i dont wanna say i hate this career.I have ambitious about it and i feel it's rosing and prosperous job in the future.And i could use my skills and language to seek for some foreigner friends by my current job.But,i have no idea what happened to me?I hate the ugly foods in canteen everyday,i'm so tired and sick of dealing with the dull stuff,i hate some guys in my office cast as they're huge and big-shot.In my eyes,they're nobody......

I told my feelings to my parents,to my surpries,they were both undertood and backed me up.

"Don't imagine this world is too dark,honey,there is a light over your head.Find it.keep it and follow it.May be they're some guys drove you nuts,whatever,don't cared about it.U have to be a "water"....Don't complain the life what it is.Y'know what?U're a more happiness pal,this moment,you don't need worry about the money,the family and the future.U just take care of yourself and make happy and enjoy your life.What's more,i understand u,sweety.'cause i knew the process is a long way and y'know what?Life is full of troubles and trials.There is nothing which has not been bitter before being ripe. U're lost,right?It's ok!U just live in the present moment,that's all.....Think some funny things....."From my mom

"Ooooh,the words i see...Well,but it's not like making a pieces of cake,Mom,i have to think about my future,i should be a happy guy and i should know what should i do.Nevertheless,i hope i can be a happy guy when i involved in concrete jungle.What a life is if you're still doing the stuff which is under the weather.I'm a youngster,the old timer told me life is dull and do everything once and again and again,everyday,forever...I can not believe it.But now,i have a little bit belief."

 

"Ooook,A,u dont need think much,right?Does someone hurts u or bullies you?What the hell happened?."

 

"Noooo,Mom.They're just soso..my own problem.Just felt exhaused nothing at all.....Well,may be i should get some R and R.Don't worry about it,i know what should i do.Thanks!Mom....."

 

"Remember:No matter what happened,just be a optimism.It's not the end of world,u life is just begining and you're on your way.Don't lose heart and confidence,u're excellent,ok?Promise to us,be joyful....Y'know the "LaoDa(My friend's nickname)He have to face the more harder turth than u,he has a sister and rent a house to live by lower salary,right?U're only one and just be yourself.En,ur dad and i wish u would feel better tomorrow."

 

"Fine,I see....And relax,Mom,may be i just need a football to play and cool off."I said and eyes brimmed with tears...

 

Hung the phone up,i breathed.

 C'mon,A cheer up!Just run step by step and don't give a hard time....The moonlight shining through the windows."I miss you,Mom and Dad."I mutter and got out of the "gloomy"place.

 

.......Life was like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re gonna get.