Maybe you would want to ask me impatiently: “why would you talk with him instead of wanting the else one’s attitude?” I must confess you are thousand times clever than me. When I realized since I had lots of questions crowd in my heart, the effective way was to have a talk with him, the time had past nearly twelve years! It became no sense to talk with him about those ridiculous trifles which he maybe forgot thoroughly. As for my friends, it became only a joke.

Which question I wanted the answer from him mostly? It was, sound little comical, but true response, why did we need to break up? I designed diversified answers for this question in different period of time. First, sadness stuck my brain, I just kept thinking we still loved each other, why did we need to break up, I couldn’t find the answer. Then, I gradually calmed down. Some story-like ideas occupied my mind. Maybe he loved someone else, oh, so failed I was. Maybe his friends discouraged him and so on. Finally, I became more realistic, sometime when I thought of this problem, I told myself: oh, he just couldn’t bear the loneliness in the separation. I know you become more and more impatient. You curse me idiot and wonder: No.1, did he not tell me the reason why he wanted to break up? and No.2, why did you find the answer in time from him or from your friends? I only can resolve your No.1 puzzle, it was he didn’t. As for No.2 confusion, I only answer is that was me, my style.