I just got my achivement in IELTS, much to my surprise, the grade is so low away from my anticipation. I still can't believe it. When looking back the dairy just after the exame, it went with a positive forcast for the grade, what a huge contradiction between reality and illusion. With a total 6 score, how can I do with it, the dream of studying abroad seems so vague and slim, and I even don't know how to face up the whole thing.  I have spent almost three months to prepare the exam, during which, everyday was so hard with thinking about the methods to improve my english level, but it comes out as such a result finally,  I do can't believe it.

However, I have to accept it and believe this is true, because the grade itself lies there and nobody can change it. Do I need to take the exam again? It is so confusing because it takes too much time. But now I try to analysis the failure, in the hope of getting some lessons from it.

Writting, which turned out to be 5.5, was least thing that I practised in the preparation. From a quantative point of view, although I have looked through no less than 10 writting samples, I just finished four passages. Even worse, I didn't correct it, as a result, I just got the feeling to finish a paper within 60 minutes, but with little atttention to the grammatic and spelling faults, and the writing speed was also slow that confined the number of words. These might be the reason.

As for the speaking part, I do think I did very well, but with such a low just 5 score. If i try to analysis the poor performances in the test, it must be the part 2. The reason is I didn't reply to it with a good logic and the vocabulary didn't vary much. There was also another thing that might contribute to the disaster, When answering to a question, I spent a much longer time to think about it, while in fact i might have said something easily, since it's not hard to reply to it, but I just thought about it with too much time.

Listening and Reading were just the normal level, so i have nothing to say about it.

If I want to take one more atttempt, I might find a good partner to practise speaking and correct writing mutally. Keep writing should be of vital importance, I will try to make it. My firends, would you please help me find some faults from the writing in the future?  I will appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.