After half a month field work, I finally came to school and went back to campus life. It is so different from life in the field when a group of same people worked, eated and played altogher each day, and life seemed so simple. In contrast, life in school seems much more harder than in field even though we had to do very physically strenuous work there. One thingh I have to conquer is to adjust to the lonliness in school, which means, you have to deal with your things alone: wash your clothes, fulfill your plan, etc. by yourself. Besides, I need to sit in front of a computer for long time, look through text materials and do some writing work. This is especially hard to carry out, because it requires more mental labour and more complex thinking. I found I just couldn't concentrate myself to something for a long time. And this situation is quit similar to that of last year when almost the same time with now, I came back from field and spent nearly a month for adjustment with nothing done in the period.
I just got an email from a foreign teacher who told me there was a possiblity of graduate studies abroad and asked from me for a research proposal. But these days I just can't do it wholeheartedly. I really need to adjust myself quickly.