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I must cheer up.
It has been so long since he didn’t contact me.
I don’t know what the result will be on the situation that both of us would not say sorry first.
I couldn’t help thinking that he found another girl who is better than me. I couldn’t fall in sleep day by day. My tears wet the pillow at almost every night recently.
Why couldn’t he understand me? He said he loved me, then why not accept my weight?
What is the meaning of the 5 years we were together?
I met CFR this noon when I went back to my dormitory. She said” you are so thin!” at the first sight of me. I didn’t know how to react to her because the people I cared most don’t think so. Why I am so different in his eyes form others? I don’t have extravagant hopes that he could sing me praise. What I need is just a little bit respect and dignity.
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Post comment Comment (4 replies)
- Reply maggiezhao
- moli: I hope you are a confident girl in your boy friend's eyes.I was a “over-confidence” girl who feels too good to see my own shortcomings in his eyes.
That might be the reason why he always deal a blow to my confidence especially when I was happy.
- Reply wangjide01
- Be confident. Beautiful outside is important but it most for the first impression.The confident and happiness is more important later. A real love is not care about weight. In the other hand, are you confirm he care about your weight.qurral words always unamiable. Maybe what both of you need is comminunication. Hope you can get along well with you lover.
