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A Horrific Dream Which Leads My Thought Come Back To That Period~~~~(>_<)~
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Yesterday , a horrific dream woke me up deep into the night, I open my eyes while I can only see the moonlight through the window in my dark black room, I can still remember the feeling at that moment....
I dreamed I came back to my senior school and I was sitting in my classroom only with my teacher. After told me that test would begine, he gave me a pile of books .You can image how anxious I am that I need to finish all the papers in the limited time ,what is more, I wanted to have a high mark. The more I feel anxious , the more I feel horrific. It is just like something blocked in my heart. I almost did not know how to breath.....Then , I woke up.~~~~(>_<)~~~~
My friends, maybe you will feel stange, but I want to say there was an unhappy memory in my mind.....That is the period of my high school days...
That three years , for me , is a place where I unwanted to touch in . Every day is the same, I got up so early in the morning, even though after all day's heavy study, I still insist myself to review my assignment until midnight. I know , for all the students ,it is the same. But the different thing for me is there is no meaning in my life . It is as if I were a single boat sailing in the ocean, I do not know where I should go . What is I want to do....╮(╯▽╰)╭
The only thing I know is I am a student and have a good study is my duty, I should finish it perfectly.....I can not complain, no one will understand me, If I get a high mark , I will get praise from my parents or my teachers. However , If I were lost , you can image how sadly I will feel... The most terriable thing is I had no friends, no true friends, the competitive atmosphere is filled in all the class...Besides, I have no dream, I do not undetstand why I should try my best to get high mark, how useful of what I had learned in the future, what is the really things I wanted....Without books , I have nothing...
Even though after one year, I still can not forget the situation in my school days...Now , I have gone to a college ...
I have found my goal, I feel more and more knowledge went into my mind everyday..How beautiful the life is ,no matter how hard I will face, I know I won't lonely, I was not a girl besieged in the seniot school...
A new life begining.....O(∩_∩)Ohaha~
Post comment Comment (5 replies)
- Reply Sophia璞
- Yes , you are right, A new life is waiting for us ,let us moving forward toghther(*^__^*) ……
- Reply Go_ES
- although I used to think that those three year's life is terrible and find it unbearable to recall, now, that is weird, I realize that I begin to appreciate that period, thinking about it is more pure and simple, the only thing you need to do is concentrate on you study. but mowaday, in the college, there are many kinds of issue you have to handle when it has to be attended to, such as how to improve personal ability, how to learn to be good leader, how to being a man, etc.you have make all the choose by yourself now.
but in the other hands, I love the freedom now^^
- Reply Sophia璞
- Go_ES: although I used to think that those three year's life is terrible and find it unbearable to recall, now, that is weird, I realize that I begin to apprI appreciate that period excise myself to be more strong and how to keep myself happy in the bad situation.....but I still do not like the life in that time, I want to happy and active to study ,and I want to have a meanful life , not like that....
- Reply yyjjxx12345
- which colloge you study
