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A Horrific Dream Which Leads My Thought Come Back To That Period~~~~(>_<)~
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Yesterday , a horrific dream woke me up deep into the night, I opened my eyes while I could only see the moonlight through the window in my dark black room, I could still remember the feeling at that moment....
I dreamed I came back to my senior school and I was sitting in my classroom only with my teacher. After told me that test would begine, he gave me a pile of books .You can image how anxious I were that I needed to finish all the papers in the limited time ,what is more, I wanted to have a high mark. The more I felt anxious , the more I felt horrific. It was just like something blocked in my heart. I almost did not know how to breath.....Then , I woke up.~~~~(>_<)~~~~
My friends, maybe you will feel stange, but I want to say there was an unhappy memory in my mind.....That is the period of my high school days...
That three years , for me , is a place where I unwanted to touch in . Every day was the same, I got up so early in the morning, even though after all day's heavy study, I still insisted myself to review my assignment until midnight. I know , for all the students ,it is the same. But the different thing for me is there was no meaning in my life . It is as if I were a single boat sailing in the ocean, I do not know where I should go . What is I want to do....╮(╯▽╰)╭
The only thing I knew is I am a student and have a good study is my duty, I should finish it perfectly.....I can not complain, no one would understand me, If I got a high mark , I would get praise from my parents or my teachers. However , If I were lost , you can image how sadly I would feel... The most terriable thing was I had no friends, no true friends, the competitive atmosphere is filled in all the class...Besides, I had no dream, I did not undetstand why I should try my best to get high mark, how useful of what I had learned in the future, what is the really things I wanted....Without books , I have nothing...
Even though after one year, I still can not forget the situation in my school days...Now , I have gone to a college ...
I have found my goal, I feel more and more knowledge went into my mind everyday..How beautiful the life is ,no matter how hard I will face, I know I won't lonely, I am not a girl besieged in the seniot school...
A new life begining.....O(∩_∩)Ohaha~
Post comment Comment (34 replies)
- Reply Aaron227
- Wow,i don't think it's a nightmare.coz i have a dream that one day i could get into Ivory Tower again.Haha....As a student,i think you have enough time to learn,read,communicate,and even creat.On the contrary,in concrete jungle,we just work harder and harder for boring life...I'm drained....Congretulations!the dream is fading away and u're turning a new page for life....Pls cheer up..
- Reply leedaxun
- though i had a similar hard lifte at high school, there were lots of fine days worth bearing in mind. more fortunately, i made many friends then, and we always keep in touch till now. i believe our friendship will last looooooooong.
the coin always has 2 sides, plz focus more on the good one, girl! Let the past be the past. Enjoy ur colledge life, i'm sure u will have many colorful days and make lots of friends.
- Reply Sophia璞
- Aaron227: Wow,i don't think it's a nightmare.coz i have a dream that one day i could get into Ivory Tower again.Haha....As a student,i think you have enough timyou right , in the high school we can really much useful academic knowledge, but meanwhile, student have to meet a lot of pressure, the majority students do not know why they study ,I think study should be a happy thing, but not like the situation in high school.We are forced,It is a pity...
- Reply Amanda~
- Yeah..senior school life. For everyone, it's a hard time....heavy books, uncountable homework, and the worst,which almost took our breath away is college entrance examination!!!But now, we survived and we all make it--came into universities. And for me, I can't forget some of my friends in high school, it's also a great memory...those guys,that senior school..However, welcome our brand-new life!!
- Reply Sophia璞
- leedaxun: though i had a similar hard lifte at high school, there were lots of fine days worth bearing in mind. more fortunately, i made many friends then, anI am admire you having a enjoy time in your high school.. but for me , it is just like a horrific dream....I am not afraid to face pressure and difficult,Instead, I do want to have a no goal 'life....I do think college is the only aim for me in that period...I do want to be a good study machine...thanks for you advice . I will enjoy my college life...
- Reply Sophia璞
- Amanda~: Yeah..senior school life. For everyone, it's a hard time....heavy books, uncountable homework, and the worst,which almost took our breath away is collYou are very luck for you have impressive friends...But it is a pity that in our school , everywhere is competition so that it is hardly to find ture friends....I am very admire you....
- Reply leedaxun
- Sophia璞: I am admire you having a enjoy time in your high school.. but for me , it is just like a horrific dream....I am not afraid to face pressure and difficur life will must be much better in university campus, absolutely! Enjoy it, but do not spend too much time just for fun. Remember that there'll be another new life after university, and u'd better make some preparations for it.
- Reply Sophia璞
- leedaxun: ur life will must be much better in university campus, absolutely! Enjoy it, but do not spend too much time just for fun. Remember that there'll bI am a girl who like play very much, but I am clearly know what I should do, so I would not wast my time of the college. Thanks for you advice(*^__^*) ……
- Reply 小莫
- My high school days were also miserary, especially at grade three. Wuwuwu, let's forget it forever and start our new life together.
- Reply Go_ES
- although I used to think that those three year's life is terrible and find it unbearable to recall, now, that is weird, I realize that I begin to appreciate that period, thinking about it is more pure and simple, the only thing you need to do is concentrate on you study. but mowaday, in the college, there are many kinds of issue you have to handle when it has to be attended to, such as how to improve personal ability, how to learn to be good leader, how to being a man, etc.you have make all the choose by yourself now.
but in the other hands, I love the freedom now^^
- Reply LunaDEJ
- I sympathize with you or maybe it is in a manner of speaking my pity for you.Because i don't have my high scool life.
but maybe my nightmare is looming soon as soon as this summer vacation is over
i wonder who will give me hopes to go on
- Reply LunaDEJ
- i hope i can just stay in my high school less than 2 years on the premise that i could successfully go to USA by the high score in SAT
God bless me
wish me good luck
- Reply Sophia璞
- LunaDEJ: I sympathize with you or maybe it is in a manner of speaking my pity for you.Because i don't have my high scool life.You can not undetstand for you do not have your high school life...everone has different school days ,so everyone has different feel, my school days is horrific , but it does not mean others' are all like mine, can you image you live with no friends , no goals,?Without books , you have nothing.Life should not be like that, It is colourful. am I right? On the other hang. I appreciate that period tell me how to become strong and how to keep myself happy in a bad situation...(*^__^*) ……
but maybe my nightmare is loomin
But I know , for you , you want that you can have a school life, I can understand...could you tell me why you do not have a school life
- Reply Sophia璞
- LunaDEJ: i hope i can just stay in my high school less than 2 years on the premise that i could successfully go to USA by the high score in SATWOW...BEST WISHES FOR YOU....GOOD LUDK
God bless me[em
- Reply I.S.
- you get too much burden on your shoulder...to be honest, most of times we don't know the meaning of what we're doing...so many uncertain in our life make us bewildered...each stage of life will have certain concern, but we have to move on, along with hope...
- Reply LunaDEJ
- Sophia璞: You can not undetstand for you do not have your high school life...everone has different school days ,so everyone has different feel, my school days iI have a most happy primary school life but i have a most terrible middle school life,the same as you,all the classmates except my old friends are evil.they are so complex and so bad in their manners and morality.so i have few busom ffriends.
now i am going to have my high school life.i have goals but they are so impractical.
so i have the same feelings as you or even more terrible feelings than you
- Reply Sophia璞
- I.S.: you get too much burden on your shoulder...to be honest, most of times we don't know the meaning of what we're doing...so many uncertain in our life mYEA ,YOU ARE RIGHT, I AGREE WITH YOU
- Reply Sophia璞
- LunaDEJ: I have a most happy primary school life but i have a most terrible middle school life,the same as you,all the classmates except my old friends are eviOH .. I hope you will have a good high school lifebest wished for you..
- Reply LunaDEJ
- Sophia璞: OH .. I hope you will have a good high school lifethanks,God bless us --all my buddiesbest wished for you..
